Knowing the Unknow

Hello people,

All will wonder why I gave this blog the title “Making Sense”. The answer is sense to me means “what I make out of a situation”. What I understand out of any situation is very important as it creates my personality. Hence you all will understand my point of view better and help me to become a better person. Talking about situations we fall into weird situations and never find any logical reasoning behind it. Like today I was watching this movie called “Kartik calling Kartik”. Though the movie was a total flop its impact on me was very strong. The movie was about a guy having psychological disorder. Kartik believed that he himself use to call up everyday at 5am on his landline. Kartik had an alter ego who would get over him while he was sleeping and store messages in his telephone as wake up calls. So the real Kartik never knew who the calls came from. Not going into details I would like to tell you why I got caught up into the story so much. The reason is the way Kartik finds answer in him. I have a similar problem. Kartik’s sub conscience mind stores information that Kartik fails to collect and during sleep his sub conscience mind takes over and gives him solution to a situation. In my case when I am distressed or confused my mind also starts reasoning and comes out with solutions. Now you all must be thinking why I bothered to write this blog if my mind gives me all the solutions I need. Well the answer is I am confused, as I can understand some of the solutions but not all of them. Like some times I know what will happen the next day or may be after some time. Most of my dreams don’t turn up true but some do become true.

There are many which happen and also when I pray really hard I do get to know which questions will turn up for the next paper. I know many will laugh off this problem and say its just intuition or my thinking but I can’t understand why these things happen. Most of the time I have read or seen in movies that are mind is like some learning agent and knows what he has seen or experienced. Then how come my mind knows the unknown?

I do like to think a lot and have a hyperactive Technicolor imagination. I have this stupid habit of checking all possibilities and then taking decision. So when I know what is going to happen in future is it that my mind is checking all possibilities and weighing each of the options present and then telling me the best option that can happen or is there some other mystery to my taught procedure and if that’s the case how can my mind be so intelligent as to know the unknown as my marks never tell that I am so intelligent? Anyways these complicated things always drive me crazy but watching the movie proved beneficial as I came to know that all what happens is because my sub conscious mind is very active and fires really good signals when I am sinking. To all who will read this I would like to say hope you to experience some thing like this in your lives hope you all got some answers to your questions.    

Resolution

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Hope everyone kicked started the new year with full on enthusiasm and non exhaustive energy. Every one starts the year while remembering the bones of the mistake lying in the grave of the previous year. Remembering ones mistakes is like stabbing oneself with a double edge sword it hurt’s a lot. There is no point crying over spill milk its time for some actions hence we take up New Year resolutions. I took in charge of the sinking ship and decided that I will try to do something I never did till now, some thing so excruciatingly difficult that if I managed to do it I could conquer the world or rather just my inner world. I decided to become thin at last. All reading this must be thinking is it that difficult decision to make?  My answer to this is yes it is. To become thin we need to diet and exercise. These two thinks are the one of my biggest weakness. I am one of the laziest social animals on earth I guess with the new dynamic age very few of my species have survived. Today with the down of information age man has evolved into a more multitasking and super fast individual hence very few people believe in “slow and steady wins the race”. The trend right now is “fast and furious fulfill their needs”. According to Mr. Darwin   “not the strongest of the species that survives… nor the most intelligent that survives. It is the one that is the most adaptable to change”. Hence following his advice I to need to fit into this age of mobility which allows user to work in nano seconds and function’s multiple applications in sync with one another. Well back to exercising I hate the simplest form of exercise that is walking. I am to lazy to walk since school days my school was a stones throw away but I needed a school bus and later auto rickshaw. Thank god my dad never got a car or else I would not make any effort even to walk till my colonies gate.I find the shortest path for all my jobs as I believe in saving effort’s. rather than  time and energy. Saving efforts lead to lapping up cholesterol and fats in my body and as time goes by I turned into a young baby elephant and a very adorable one too.  We look around and we see anorexic models endorsing size zero figure and everybody doing power yoga and kick boxing all to become 36-24-36 or lesser I guess. The other resolution I made was dieting. I had to leave the yummiest food for the monotonous yuckiest foodstuff's. I am from a family who believes in the motto "live to eat" rather than "eat to live." We talk about only food, food and only food. I am a die hard fan of chicken, chocolate and fatty foodstuff‘s. My passion for food is similar to Rahul Gandhi’s passion for becoming prime minister of India. Food for are family is like oxygen I guess with out oxygen also my family will manage but not without food. My grandmother just can’t see anybody with out food she feels if a person does not eat for a whole hour they will die on the spot. Now a days hardly people like to work any more, machines are created to do all the work man need to just sit and control them. My father does not agree with this for him to remain healthy we need to eat lots and work even harder to digest it. Some one had told me ones you need to take care of your health hence you need to become thin I counter argued with her saying “Don’t thin people die?” and “Don’t they fall sick?” She told me when you are thin you get confidence I told her confidence does not come from becoming thin or fat it comes from knowing your abilities and becoming comfortable in the skin you are in. So now you must be wondering why I decided to change my ways. Was I uncomfortable in my skin or was I unhappy with my identity.  Well no I was not I was very comfortable with my self and I adored the old fat and adorable person I am. I need to change in order to get accepted in this world of  ultra slim TFT and LED  screen. Nobody cares for the inner soul anymore one look at you and a judgment is passed. In this superficial world there is no room for fat and ugly people. All have to become thin, fair and smart. Every other shortcoming is mentioned as flaws and needs to be upgraded immediately or it will be destroyed.  No one likes to die and hence people change. I need to change in order to survive and hence I need to kill my fat personality. Will I survive in my efforts only time will tell but they say hope makes the world turn around keeping this taught in mind I will enter into 2011. Hope every one has a great year ahead and rock on people.